I'm average

Yes, my friends. Its official. I jumped on the bandwagon of hotornot.com last night in a fit of low self-esteem. I was hoping that I'd be rated super high and experiance an ego stroke close to orgasm. Unfortunately, I'm a 6.5. I did have one vote of 10. So I suppose that's good. Apparently I'm hotter than 61% of women on that site. I suppose that's good too. But its confirmed the sneaking suspicion that I've had lately: I'm pretty, but not HOT.

The problem is, I'm not content with that.