Lottery

I really want to win the lottery right now. That would be really awesome.

I would also really appreciate it if life would quit kicking me in the shins already. I mean, they're already bruised, haven't you done enough? Apparently the answer is no.

At least I'm getting my last check from Starbucks tonight. I'm only expecting around a hundred, but that will help with the $300 overdraft I've got right now. Oh, and somehow I've got to magically pay my credit card bill and the phone bill. I love finances. I also love that I was never really taught how to manage money. Ahh life. Love it.

And I love that my anxiety with talking on the phone is getting so bad, that while I have $160 in uncashed paychecks waiting for me at MATC, I have to call to claim them and that terrifies me. I don't even know why I'm so afraid of calling people. I don't even like calling my mom or The Boy. I don't order pizza via telephone. I only use the phone when I absolutely HAVE TO. And usually it's an unpleasant experiance involving a call center worker in India claiming his name is Paul and rambling in an accent so unintelligible that I have no idea what's going on or what I'm agreeing to.

I suppose what will end up happening, is that I'll go downtown and try to talk to the lady myself. Oh, except next week is spring break. Which means that nobody will be around. FANTASTIC.

Did I ever mention that I love everything? No? I LOVE EVERYTHING!!!!!